I fear myself V*ing, especially if I don't know when its going to stop, or how many times its going to happen. But my main fear seems to be other people HEARING me V*. I feel that it would be so embarassing and humiliating for others to hear me. I find hearing others is also just as traumatising. And seeing others too. Especially if its more than once!! EEUGH. [img]smileys/smilies_11.gif[/img]