I finally ate my first mcdonalds in nearly 2 years! how can something unhealthy if eaten everyday for breakfast, lunch and dinner, taste so nice lol. I sat reading more recovery stories about eating disorders this morning, it made me cry to see what it does to people, this is my 11th day of recovering now. I ate a cheese burger happy meal, with a strawberry milkshake, a few weeks ago i couldn't eat anything but toast and i wouldn't let anyone see or be with me while i ate, i sat and spoke to my mum the whole time, i could also see i had made my mum happy aswell, she started crying and said how happy she was to see me eat again, so i think thats a triumph. Thanks to all the people who have helped me on this site aswell, peoples support has helped so much!![img]smileys/smilies_01.gif[/img] at the moment my stomach feels rather un easy, but i knew it would, it has to get used to it, so i have my sprite to sip and my pc to keep me busy and take it off my mind. I got a free little toy dog with my happy meal, which im going to keep forever as its my recovery dog lol im going to keep it with me whereever i go, to know that you can get through things, theres hope and my life dosn't have to be controlled by a voice telling me im not aloud to eat. Sorry for the ramble..i shall now go lol[img]smileys/smilies_01.gif[/img].
Ruth -x-