Flee- I am so sorry that your parent's reacted that way. I congradulate you in your commitment ceremony. It really irks me the way families disown their own children, bro's, sis's, etc. would they do the same if you were mentally disabled? if you had cancer? etc.? probly not. at least you know that you are commiting to someone who will always be there for you and always be part of your family, no matter what happens! and i agree, emet and anxiety go hand in hand, mostly because anxiety feels like nausia which brings to thought being sick.