I keep finding recently that with my OCD, its putting alot of pressure on me, like, I always know theres something else needing cleaned..

And my mums where im living at the moment isnt as clean as I would like it, I plan most days what I need to clean for the next day, what il need ect...

Its really getting me down now, as If I dont it will set my emet off and I really dont need it, I feel like there is something luming over me, keeping me held down.

With my ibs at the moment I cant eat any dairy, no sweets either, alot of sugar is bothering it, and i just want to sit down and pig out, and relax..

My life seems so pulled down by this phobia..

I hate this, ugh!!

Sorry, this ended up in a moan. [img]smileys/smilies_11.gif[/img]