Hey hun,

Well first thing, take a test see if you are..

Take it step by step, dont get yourself worked up either way, just find out for yourself, and if you are, speak with you husband about it see how you both feel.

As for the n* through it and the emet being at the front of your mind, everyone has there bad parts with emet, please dont let this rewin a really special moment in your life!

If you need a chat ect, please PM if not, then take care..

Everything will be fine!

xx