Quote Originally Posted by swheeler25


I had 4 kids out with it last week, so I am hoping it has already gone through our school and this morning was just an isolated incident. I love children and all of my students love me. Therefore, they love to hug me. All day! I would never reject a hug from a child, which makes my phobia even worse. It seems to be worse when I get home, because like you I feel like a ticking time bomb. Until I started working in this school, I hadn't v*d in 22 years. That is quite a record for a 42 year old. Now, I lay awake every night analyzing every little noise and gurgle my stomach produces. I feel like I am in a living he&%. I am reliegous, so I pray every night and I read my bible. I wish being a good christian would make this fear go away, but my faith falters with every sv* that goes around. Thanks for your support. I hope your daughter feels better. Kim


I am so sorry hon...I am a Christian as well, and I tend to feel a little better after reading my devotional before bed, does it help you? I pry everyday about it to, I know God is with us no matter what, but like you said, when you hear of yet ANOTHER sv* it makes it so hard!


Just keep up the hand washing and I am sure you will be fine! *HUGS*