Hey mason14, the 1st couple of times it happened i was alone and kinda wanted it that way, but my b/f was coming over that night because he was working near where i live the day after so he stayed with me. He was great and i was mostly worried about his reaction to me as i was so embarrassed i just wanted to be on my own. Though he was great cause he helped me clean up and the very last time it was me by myself cause he was in the shower and it really didn't bother me that he wasn't there. I'm mostly now scared of eating again I've had toast and a tiny wee bit of pasta but i'm so scared it'll take me right back to the start. Hopefully it wont. It's now Sat night and i haven't v* since thursday morning at 8. Even managed to drink more and eat little bits. Hopefully i'm on the mend so long as i don't over do it.

Thanks for everyones kind words, they have reall yment alot.

Katie