Yea i guess that's my (second) biggest problem, I've never really had any good social experiences so I never got really interested in anything outside of the computer, tv or video games. As I got older I just got less motivated and less interested in going out, and I guess I just got used to it. The only understanding person right now in my life is my mom, but she's a single parent and works most of the time anyway.


I don't know what exactly I'm trying to say here, just that I don't really have an immediate reasons to fight against it, as anything I do have a moderate interest in is right at my fingertips, exceptthe fact that I just don't want to feel like this anymore...but from reading the stories it doesn't seem like that is gunna happen even if I do fight against it.