I THINK I Saw IT Today!!! :)

[xxsophiaxx]

...and the reason why I'm smiling is cuz it was still. I didn't know who'd done it but it was just there outside the school. I didn't see ne1 do it. I'm only like 80% sure it was v* but umm... I think it looked like it. I haven't seen v* for so long *knocks wood* so I kinda 4got what it looks like, but from the pics i've seen online it was probably it.


*!GRAPHIC!*


it was probably fresh too, cuz I saw it while i was walking from 4th period to 5th period, so the v* was outside. Anyway I saw it from a distance and I ran to it and I examined it for a period of time. I seriously think I spent at leasta minute looking at it. It was somewhat-chunky and yellowish-orange. I'm pretty sure it was v*. Butit didn't bother me to see it at all! lol the only thing that bugged me was that every1 was like, almost walkingon it and they didn't evennotice it. I don't know how ppl DON'T notice these things.


I'm soproud of myself [img]smileys/smilies_01.gif[/img]haha. but I don't think I fear seeing v* lying still anymore. as long as it's on the ground outside, I mean. and I can look at pics of v* just fine. which is great, cuz I believe that I don't need to fear that. I know I don't need to fear ANYTHING about v* but still that's different. cuz I know there's nothing it will do to me if it's outside lying still or if it's just a picture

[johnlp]

Good job and a great step for you! I am proud of you! More important, you should be proud of yourself! [img]smileys/smilies_01.gif[/img]

[new.slang]

Good job! I'm glad you got through that no problem. Doesn't that give you hope that maybe someday all vomit will be okay with you? [img]smileys/smilies_04.gif[/img]

[tcsarah]

That's a real positive! Well done! I wish I could see 'it' and not be effected!

[nicki77]

That's great! I think we have to push ourselves to face certain things to overcome them...go, girl!!!





((((big hugs))))

[xxsophiaxx]

I don't think I'll ever stop fearing v* completely. But that's OK with me, for now at least.

[tree1211]

Kudo's, that's a step in the right direction.

[xxsophiaxx]

thanks! OMG I almost looked in someone's v* bucket yesterday but then I told myself not too.