Hard to advise on that. I just found this board a few weeks ago and until then I thought I was the only one with this issue. Not many, other than fellow emets understand it's more than disliking v* it is a cripleing fear that few understand. I've become quite good at avoiding the situation in creative ways from car problmes to deaths in the family (using dead family members) to faking being ill myself!


No one other than my wifem kids and mom know my phobia. No one else.


I don't know if I've really addressed anything but let's let some others chime in!