Yes, when I am home or in my car and have severe n*, I try and start gagging into a bag and stick my finger in my mouth. It only worked once years ago after taking some antibiotics that made me sick. Icouldn;t take itanymore-I stuck myfinger in mymouth about 4 times and finally-it was small amount and liquid. I felt so much better after and was able to sleep like a baby soon after.I felt proud ( so strange)that I was able to do it that way and not have to suffer all night. The worst for me is when I feel n* in public ( which seems like all the time lately-my anxiety is getting worse and that is my major physical symptom with it). All I want is to be able to make myself v* when the n* is so bad.I just want to be able to v* quietly in abag. I saw on that E! True Hollywood story that the Barbi Twins ( personally, I think they are butt ugly but lots of guys loved them in the early 90's),that they were bulimic and would master the art of v* in bathrooms so that no one even suspected a think. They said it would be a smallcough and that was it. Just a small cough! I would only want to have this ability when I am away from home. When I am home, who cares but I do shut doors and when it happens, I try and put myself back together quick.