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You are not a phoney. Emets is a condition that is hard to overcome, not impossible but it is hard. Don't discount what you have learned and what you've done to try and help yourself. you said so yourself that over the past months you thought you were doing better. Well you were.


I've been this way for over 30 years and I've tried it all from hypnosis, councelling, meds (made me feel n* so I got off them). I'm not sure if you ever get "over" it but you can learn to controll it better. That is what I have done. I have improved over years of setting my mind to wanting to be better. But believe me when it hits me it hits me hard. But you will get past it. Just ride it out like a bad storm and brighter days will come. Just do what you are doing now...talk about it and know that it will be ok.[img]smileys/smilies_01.gif[/img]