I understand...John couldn't have said it any better...Dang, he should be a therapist.


My Emet gets completely out of control when I am stressed out...I hate high stress situations because I know that my Emet is about paralyze me.


Do I get angry with myself? Like you wouldn't believe...I HATE myself sometimes because of this phobia...I am full of anger...I get full of rage also...You are not alone at all. I have my good days and my bad days...It is a storm, like John said, and you just have to ride along...I just try to maintain a positive attitude and have a little blind faith, which is the hardest faith in the world to have.


I hope you feel better and I hope your night is full of laughter and joy.