Hey, welcome to the board. Although I can't make these things go away for you it's sometimes good just to know there are others out there who wont put pressure on you and are there to simply listen and give advice. I hope you find this website beneficail. Sometimes it's good to read the positive stories to give you a bit of hope. I know i have come along way since i started out. The more suport you getting the better you'll be aswell.... well thats what i think.

Anyway, thats horrible about your mum and dad and having to be around it so often I had the flu a few weeks ago and was sick, hadn't been in about 3 years. I thought it was ok, i was sick every hour for 14 hours, wasn't nice but i didn't panic too much either. (i'm worse with other people being ill) But it still scares me me being ill. Anyway, i guess it does help a wee bit going through it, but i wouldn't make yourself ill if i where you, not healthy and way too stressful. Its a natural process that happens for a reason.

Anyways, i'm blabbing on here, i shall go now.

Katie