Reading this made me feel physically ill. I must say I really admire you for being able to tolerate that on a daily basis and to have to go through walking past that every day. I know there is no way I could do it. I cannot understand the mentaility of the person/s who keep doing this. Who in their right mind wants to be v occasionally let alone every single day. It is totally warped and nothing short of sick (no pun intended!). These people should be punished and I can't understand how they are being allowed to get away with it. This individual or these persons are what makeus miserable every day of our lives. I don't even live in The States and I already feel sick to the pit of my stomach imagining this situation. You really need to give yourself a big pat on the back for facing that every day. I could write loads more about how I feel about this situation but I have to stop right here because just thinking about it is making me want to v badly. I was registered on this site a few years ago under a different name and found that my phobia got worse so I stopped coming on the site, only coming on occasionally, I am currently at once a week but have only just re-registered today. I know this is no good for me dwelling on this phobia, but I just had to express how this situation made me feel and that I totally sympathise with you. It is just plain wrong and I know for a fact that my own life would be so much more peaceful and happier if v did not exist but I have to learn to live with the fact that it is never going to go away. It is here to stay.