ive been an emet since God knows when, though i just found a name for it this year. i hadnt v* in over twenty years and had no desire to do it, although i knew i never would, because i have a cast iron stomach and have learned how to control and manipulate my stomach ( a lot of v* is in the mind).so i didnt stress over it much. well it finally happened this summer. now im totally over my fear, could do it again anytime with no anxiety whatsoever, and im sure it was because i got sick this year.


still hellaciously terrified of others doing it though. weird.