Do you think we as emets have a different physical reaction to being about to v* and somehow can't tell if it's "the real thing" like other people can? I know I can't. But when I really do it, sure, right before it happens I know it's gonna happen. But then there are other times I'm sure it's gonna happen and it doesn't.
That's what infuriates me! Many people think I am a hypochondriac but I say "Look, I feel right now the way you would if you were about to v*. How am I supposed to know if I really will or not?"

Yes, I'm very jealous of people who are like "I just v* and it's no big deal."

There are so many things about all of us that are similar! I find it comforting and now ask "Where am I going from here?"