I hate writing these posts that are about my problems but im scared and this is the only place that will listen and understand.


i am for the most parta vegitarian.. however, i have a low protien deffiancy and hypoglaucemia so i have to eat protein and i mostly stick tocheese and pnt butter.


ANYWAY- tonight my mom cooked some backstrap and i was invited to dinner, i hadnt had any protein that day so i figured what the hell.


now its 1 in the morning and i am too nauseated. like i can still smell it ( mom constantly says its in my head), i smell it on me and on my skin ( even after the shower). its just that meat smell. my stom. is hurting and ive had the big d*. ( and this is SO gross but it diffently was not a normal color) im sweating and im scared.


ive mention before that i have never ( knock on wood) done the dirty deed, so i wouuld not like to start.


i already popped a phenagren and waiting for it to kick in.


do you think my body just wasnt ready for the meat or it could be something more serious. im not a happy camper right now....