Why does my teacher have to do this to me??


He shows up two days in a row with an sv*. I sit in the back of the room so I wasn't too worried about being exposed, but today during my free period he corners me in the hallway and asks if I can come for a writing conference...I can't say no, because, obviously, i'm just wandering the halls. So I say okay and end up sitting in his cubicle for half an hour with him, like two feet away.


I thought I did a pretty good job of hiding it, although he started burping and I grabbed my shoulder bag and edged really far away, he made a joke like "what, are you getting ready to run?" and that toally freaked me out, like he know that I had emet. I wasn't too too worried, well, I was, but i wasn't allowing myself to be because i didnt touch him or any of my papers that he was holding. But now i'm so scared!


I started shaking and my dad got up to get his glasses and I freaked out and ran to the front door and unlocked it, like i was gonna go run out in the thirty degree weather in a short sleeved shirt without shoes. I hear noises from the other room and I jump out of my skin and get really hot.


Help me!! My psychologist has forbidden my parents to talk about it with me, and it's killing me cause i just sit here panicking more. Gahhhhh!!!!!!


<3 Anya--