I can't relax. I swear I have tried.. but I haven't eaten anything for 5 hours, so shouldn't I be hungry? I just want to die.. I hate this so much. Why do I have to feel so crappy. I don't know what to do. I can't walk around, and I can't lay down. I would leave the house or something but my little sister is home with a bad cold so I can't leave her. I am so scared.. I just want to die. That sounds horrible I know.