Hey girl,


sorry to hear about this. How old are you? You seem about my age...I'm 18 and female...


i feel the way you've been describing a lot...one of my most horrible ones was the night after I had broken the regional record at 3200 meters.


i had literally smashed the record and became so excited it was almost like having a panic attack...i could not settle down. i had to race again the next morning, so i got home about 12:00 midnight (very late for me) and drank kind of a smoothie thing, then went to bed.


a few hours later i woke up with a Terrible Feeling...the worst nausea I'd ever had. I was absolutely sure i was going to v*. i took tums and then went downstairs and lied down on the couch...( for some reason i always sleep there when i feel n*) and for an hour tried to keep from v*ing. eventually i drifted off but had nightmares about v* and felt n* even in my sleep.


i woke up with bad d*. i told my dad i felt s* but i had to race in a few hours and needed to catch the athletes bus, which left from my high school.


so i got in the car and i hadn't made it down my street before the feeling hit again. i immediately climbed out of the drivers seat and got in the front and made my dad drive.


i panicked all the way to school about riding in the bus incase i v* on the bus in front of everybody. when we got to school i got out of the car, ran into the gym, told my coach i was s* and felt horrible, and then ran back to the car again, refusing to ride the bus.


i went home and lied down for a few hours until my dad said we really needed to leave for my race. i said i felt n* and had d* and didn't want to, but my dad made me call my coach. i told her that if i got out of bed i would v* but she forced me to come. so we got in the car and my dad got pepto bismol and made me drink it. it didn't help...i still felt N*. i finally got to the track and went straight for the bathroom to have d*. i went down to warm up for my race and couldnt do it. i hadn't eaten anything or barely drank anything and i felt so n* and faint. i tried to v* so i would feel better but didn't have anything to v* up.


all the athletes were getting ready to go to the line when i burst into tears. i didn't want to race because i was so n*. People probably thought it was weird...here i had just broken the record last night at the 3200 and now i was bawling right at the start line. i ran the race though...and finished, though my time was nothing close to what i was capable of. after the race i went up to the stands, and layed down for hours. i still felt n* i felt n* all day. however on the bus ride back i realized that as n* as i was, there was no way on earth i would v*...i had nothing in my stomach. i still layed down on the bus and my coach asked what was wrong...i said i was s* all night and my coach said that was probably just the shock on my body of running the record (as it was much faster than i had run before) and probably i got so wound up over it that i felt s*.


so, when we got back home, my dad said we were going to see Mission Impossible 3 at the theatre. i got really excited, and by the time we got there i was absolutely fine. even ate at the theatre and was OK.


So....I didn't V*! If i had eaten earlier, maybe i would of V*ed!