Hey again...


i know what it feels like to feel n* constantly. i've had stomach problems since maybe 7 years old


it kinda comes and goes....like my frosh year...i had a new running coach and was extremely shy and kinda a crybaby during that time of life...i'd always feel n* on the bus or whatever, i constantly told my coach i was s* and about to v*, but never would...had d* occasionally though. there are just certain times off and on though that i will be n* and feel horrible like every day, but really i have only v* once in high school! this is what i tell myself when i feel like that: "i feel like this all the time, and it virtually never turns into v*! So odds are I will not v*!"


Pepto helps a lot, i don't know if you take that. tums usually doesn't help much, but sometimes. that's the only stuff i've ever taken...and i can barely get pepto down...i usually almost v* just due to the taste!


i'm here for ya...email me or something girl, just whenever u need it


and another thought... are you on xmas break from school or something? it just seems like you have a whole lotta time to just sit there and worry with nothing to distract you. do you do this at school (like panic over n* during class) or is it just when you're not occupied or working on something? maybe just keeping busy will help you...i dunno, there are times when it helps me and other times when it really doesn't.


so sorry...bein an emet is no fun, i also have ocd which is a nightmare...but hang in there baby.