I heard last night on the news here in Orlando about it being here. I just feel so vulnerable and totally worried. I'm an emet that worries about myself, husband, son and anyone else that I come in contact with getting sick. Doomed, I think that's the best way to describe what I'm feeling - dark and doomed. I'm hoping when it comes that I will cope, guess I'll have to. I'm washing my hands like crazy and driving my family nuts with the constand "WASH YOUR HANDS!!!!" I know they are sick (no punn intended) of my insanity. I tried to mack a pact with myself not to ask "What's wrong? Feel Okay??" I barely made it an afternoon without just HAVING to ask. Sometimes I feel living alone would make it so much easier on me but I love being married andbeing a Mom. Just venting....thanks for listening.


Love you guys!!