i know it always feels like there's never going to be a light at the end of the tunnel with emet.. i wonder if anyone has actually ever completely gotten over it?
i know what you mean about fearing there's germs on the clothes you wore when you were sick.. when i last threw up a long time ago i was wearing my school tunic and every time i even hear the word tunic i get all panicky. i guess all i can offer is sympathy and that i totally understand how you're feeling right now.
*hugs*