I disappeared for almost a year because my therapist said he thought this site was not a good idea for me, personally. I did get quite a bit better and didn't feel the need to visit. I just came back when I started seeing on the news the sv was going around. This site is addicting! But I also notice a lot of the posts are negative or reaching out for help (not a bad thing). The good posts seem to be few and far between. I don't like to see myself on the same level as some of the other posters (which is probably denial).