so i havent posted on here in a while but i dont know who else to turn to. i dont even know what the point of writing about this on here is.. i just have to write it to someone. so read or dont read its up to you. ive been living in canada for nearly a year now and met my boyfriend there when i first arrived. for the past 2 months we've been travelling in different countries and we only keep in touch over facebook. i usually hear from him every couple of days and he always writes to me when he gets internet access. but lately he's stopped writing and i know he's been online because im a bit of a facebook creeper and check his wall and it shows everything he's been doing and he's joining groups, adding friends, changing his profile picture, tagging himself in pictures.. so i know its not that he doesnt have time to write to me. and then last night i dreamt that i checked online and he'd been on again and hadnt written and i woke up feeling sick. then it actually happened today. and i honestly just want to die. i dont know how to deal with the thought of not being with him. i dont know whats going through his head or why he's not writing but im completely freaking out. i wrote to him again just now asking what the hells going on and if somethings up please tell me. im petrified of losing him. i dont know what to do.. the only reason im still in canada is because im waiting for him to come back from travelling. now it feels like ive been waiting for nothing..