So I'm pregnant. And feeling sick on and off all the time. Weather this is in my head or not, I'm not sure. If it is just "in my head" well, it still seems pretty real to me. Right now, I'm in pre-panic attack mode. My stomach hurts, and has all day. I have to be at work until nine o' clock tonight. No one will understand me leaveing AGIAN because I've got an upset stomach. I'm pregnant, of course I do. Or at least I feel like that's what people will think. [img]smileys/smilies_06.gif[/img] But it's so much more. As most of you understand. If I go into a full blown panic, how will I cope at work? I don't know what to do. I've missed so much work lately...

I LOVE my job and don't want to lose it ether. Why do I have to suffer from this stupid phobia....? It takes the joy out of so MANY things for me.