so i thought i had been getting better....i think about v* every day...i will be having a good day and feeling fine but i will worry so much that i will make myself feel s*. lately i have been doing better...its only been a few times a week not everyday! but last night i was at my bf's house...i have stayed over there every night since sunday....last friday night i stayed over there and got up and made him breakfast saturday for his birthday then he went out of town with his dad. last night he told me that when he got to the river he v*. even though that was a few days ago i am freaking out that it may be something i can catch. he said he didnt know why he did but it was only once and he never gets sv*....i have been freaking out all last night and today. i dont know what to do....do you think its something i could catch i just havent yet? or maybe he was drinking and got sick....i dont know but i cant stop thinking about it!!!!!!!
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