i can't find a job that suits the phobia. there's always
fluorescent lights, public spaces, sick people and i am afraid before work
and during that i'll have a stomach ache, catch a flu, get food poisoning, etc.
i work as a late night cleaner, i am alone, no social contact, it's perfect, only
i don't make enough money, and i'd rather die than have the corresponding
anxiety symptoms every day at a regular job, but i can't find anything and i
am struggling financially.</font>
any suggestions?