It won't rule your life forever. I have been where you are at now and it did rule my life at the time. It may be hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel now but God will lead you there and hey its a one way tunnel so you won't get lost. It just may be long.
Don't give up. I am sure there are certain aspects that will stay with us from time to time.
BIG hugs hun. I wish you all the best today and know that you are falling at the moment but you will come up again. We are here for you.