Jessica
thanks so much for writing that, this stuff encourages me even more. I
will try to inch myself a little here and there, exposing myself to
more graphic pics but right now I am still at the basic level. I
would to get over this phobia. I cant even imagine it either though, I
mean it would feel like total freedom. If I was around someone who
wasnt feeling well or if I wasnt feeling well I wouldnt be freaking
out. It is important to do it at your own pace because if you didnt, if
you looked a pic that was too graphic for you, it could make things
worse. Talk about defeating the purpose. Anyway I am happy to hear you
are doing well, you are right it is important to be on your way to
recovery.I would love to chat sometime, my AIM is mbs73075 or msn is [email protected]



Miriam

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