single.

i personally don't think that I would ever be able to be in a successful relationship.I would sabatoge it so Im not even going to try.i wouldn't want to do that to someone else.plus, i wouldnt even be able to sleep in the same bed with someone else.i get anxious at night and cant sleep.i can only sleep when everyone else falls alseep.then i have that "what if" worry about my spouse touching his face and getting a noro virus in his mouth or something and then me kissing him and getting that.

aside from that (which is a huge factor..50% worth) i have other issues.trust issues and such things.

i would really not be that heartbroken though.I wouldnt mind being single for the rest of my life even if i didnt have those issues.and if i find someone that just clicks with me (which will be impossible) then i would have to go on from there.