I have had a hard time working in the past. What has also been hard
for me is that I work in a bank like setting with the bullet proof
windows etc... so basically I work with a lot of nasty dirty money. I
got noro the first year of employment there. That was awful. I also
got sick a lot the first year.
What was the hardest is that at night we are unable to go outside the
teller line and windows so many times I would feel n* and could
never go outside or leave, So I felt trapped however my
responsibility was to close the store down and be responsible for two
other tellers in the evening so it was hard but some how it I did it. If
it got too bad I would take a lil bit of a xanax to relax me and the
anxiety or sip some water.
Then driving home was sometimes hard, even harder than having to
work some days. I have however been with my company for 6 years
but they are aware of my anxiety. Not my phobia but my anxiety. So
they are pretty helpful!
\"Dance like no one is watching, Love like you will never be hurt, Sing like no one is listening, Live like heaven on earth!\" Mark Twain