yeah, seeing how my phobia is more me than others, I guess ill just have to give everyone I meet gifts of airborne and vitamin C :-P

And to tileyw, it makes me very sad too, especially the fear of having children. Hopefully we can both come through some how :-) This board alone ahs certainly helped me alot and ive been checking for a couple years ow (I used to have a different account which I didn't use all that often, just really read what other people were saying, though being more active has definitively made things easier!!!)