Thanks so much for your kind words. I have had my thyroid checked every month for the past 2 years...and it is normal...when I said I have done it all and had it all checked out, I meant it...endocrinologists, neurologists, obgyn, MRI's, sleep studies...the list keeps going. They have no idea why I'm gaining weight, and yes, my cortisol is the only logical answer, but how do calm down someone who is always in a state of panic and fear...you send them to therapy right, give them meds right? Then it just comes full circle again. I have tried almost every medicine out there and all it does is assist me in gaining more weight all while panicking and fearing v*ing

My obgyn said that when I lost my pregnancy I was so stress that that is what caused it....in the depths of my soul I do not believe her, but the words are always there running around in my head...I plan on trying again real soon, and the words that most emets NEVER utter, were the first words out of my mouth when I lost my daughter...I would have v*ed every day if it meant I could have kept her...

I guess I'm just mad that there is help for other things and not this...especially in the States...I see a lot more information available to people over seas, but not here...THIS SUCKS!