Alcohol
I have never drank in my life except for sips here and there for stomach reasons, medication I am on and of course, the phobia.
Now, I have never really cared that I couldn't drink, tthough I am older now and curious. I am insanely shy and wonder if having one would just loosen me up. Mostly, Im ok with it... However, nobody else is. My friends accept it kinda, but still try and get me to give it a try. My ex hated that I didn't drink and thought I was crazy which is why he dumped me. And now..I am seeing/talking to a new guy and he already admitted it bugged him. We have only hung out once where people were drinking. It was his bros grad party with all his family. Even if I did drink, I wouldn't the first time meeting them! I just am getting really upset with this because we have so much in common besides drinking, which I don't think should even be a factor!
So, now I almost feel like I should just try it. I am sick of this being a deal breaker with friends and guys. I just don't want to puke. He knows I don't like it, but not that it's an actual phobia.
Being a small girl, I'm 5'3 and 105 lbs..on lexapro and not a heavy eater would one wine cooler do me in? So far those are the only things I liked and my mom says there isn't much to them.
Or, if you don't drink..how to you handle it? I don't make it a big deal, it's everybody else
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