Re: Help
my mum used to be a nanny and i would babysit for her sometimes. i never used to get too concerned with them getting sick until one day one of them did and ever since, i've been so scared of him doing it again. everytime he made a noise, sat differently or even coughed, I would think he would v*. so i can underestand your fear of him doing it again. But i'll just tell you that its very rare if he will if you're controling most of his environment and what he eats and everything. He sounds like a very healthy boy and you should be proud you're taking such good care of him. over time i think you will worry a bit less with him getting sick cause thats what happened with me. after a while i realised it is generally rare. i was still aware but less concerned and was able to be more carfree and less anxious around him. does your partner know about your phobia? it would be good to have someone to talk to for reassurance
No passion so effectively robs the mind of all its powers of acting and reasoning as fear.