My boyfriend is absolutley amazing.
We met when I was pretty well (didnt have hardly any panic attacks, even put on a fair bit of weight). But I got ill last year and he helped me so much I can never thank him enough. I will love him always for that. He doesnt really understand but he does sympathise and he knows how much it upsets me and makes me panic.
You just have got to try and live your life and forget about it.
My brother says that you have got to try and beat it even if its impossible.
Good luck