never used forums or anything so dont really know how to use this
i have had this phobia for probably bout 10years maybe more
it affects me everyday i used to get panic attacks, thinking about it makes me worse and i dont really know if im ever gunna get over this fear
the people closest to me dont really realise how bad it affects me
i joined this site because i dont know anyone with this fear and dont really have anyone to talk to about it
so yehhh.