it isn't prophetic hun I can ensure you of that.What are the chances that a teacher would stand there and be ill. The other thing is teachers are always good about not coming if they aren't feeling well. From my experience and I have been to a lot of classes.
My thoughts on it stopping the band dream is to go to band class and see that it is a safe place to be. Confront the fear. Even if it is a partial class.
Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Love like you\'ve never been hurt and live like it\'s heaven on Earth.