Hello bcrn....
I am new here as well and my name is Sarah. I have been suffering from emetophobia also since I was a freshman in high school (I am now 28). I have been put on anxiety medication for it, but after the years of being on it, I don't want to anymore...I don't want to keep upping my dosage.

My fiance recently had a sv* and realized that I couldn't take the anxiety anymore. I have the worst panic attacks over it. I as well cannot afford to see a psychologist, etc. However, I recently found this site that you can order a book and cd's from specifically made for emet.

I just ordered it today. I'm really excited. I want my life back more than anything, and this little self-help program has high ratings from what I hear from others. I cannot wait to try it, I'd like to get my life back to normal and not have to worry about taking anxiety medications anymore for this. I want to have kids in the future, and I don't want to have to live my life around the worry.

If you want, I can let you know how the book/cd's work for me. It's relatively inexpensive too, it's something like $47 in 3 payments, much easier to afford than a doctor bill.

I can't post links yet because I haven't posted many posts here yet (because I'm still new), but if you google "Emetophobia recovery system" and click on the first find that comes up, that is where I went.