Re: What triggered your emetophobia?
It's weird because as a kid, I used to V* a lot and I kinda used to think it was funny. No joke. Like I'd seriously be like 'Ha-ha look I just p*ked! Cool!' Then when I was around 7 or 8 my mom got REALLY sick and had to be hospitalized for 5 days. During this time all she did was V* and it scared me nearly to death. My mom is my best friend and I felt like she was going to die from being so sick. I couldn't sleep, I was afraid to eat, and I couldn't ride rides at the fairgrounds anymore (I still can't). I know it's totally irrational to think that if I V* I'll end up in the hospital, but I think that's what it is. Also, I hate not being in control of what's happening to me and V*ing is something I have no choice in. I can't hold it down, I can't fight it, when it's coming I have no choice. So here I am at 20 with the same fear, but I must say I hate the N* far more than the actual V*ing. After it's over its like a sense of relief for me, until I start worrying that the N* will come back and I'll have to be sick again.
Umm excuse me emet, this is MY life and YOU don't belong here, back the hell off. <--my new attitude.
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