I am a Christian, and while I still struggle with this from time to time, for the most part, I believe that my faith and God is what carries me through day to day. Especially if one of my kids get sick, I really rely on the Lord to help me help them. If I did not have my faith, I would be in a mental institution, sincerely. And when things get worse and I start to feel myself slipping into that anxiety ridden state of mind that makes me crazy and depressed, I put more effort into my relationship with Him, and while it doesn't go away, it maybe gets put in perspective for me, if that makes sense. God never promised us that we would go through this life without struggles and mountains to climb, but I very much believe that He has gotten me through the very lowest and darkest times of my life. I also believe that God wants us to be happy and healthy! I am so sorry you and your daughter are going through this. I am not sure about that church...that seems strange to me. And scary! My son was having symptoms of emetophobia pretty badly, and I prayed about it a lot, he even stopped eating for about two months except canned mandarin oranges. But, we got our church involved, and through a lot of prayer and some counseling, he's better now, and I'm not trying to scare anyone at all, but I've noticed that he's less scared to v* now due in large part...to vomiting. Instead of praying for the feeling to go away, he's prayed that it just comes out quick so he feels better, and it does. I also bought the book The Power of A Praying Parent. It has done a world of good, the prayers in there are so perfect. Anyway, I do understand your questions, I have so many too. I will be praying for you and your daughter and I really hope that things get better. Hugs to you.