Oh god I can't imagine what its like to have emet and stomach problems! :O You poor thing! I really hope you feel better soon and that the exposure therepy works for you I definatly know the feeling of feeling like a big baby, people really don't understand how much if affects everyday life and because of this, whenever a situation arises, I feel I have to keep all my panic inside, because people will think I'm being a drama queen. I'm really sorry to hear how bad it is for you, I hope it improves also congradulations on your upcoming wedding! Best wishes to you and her husband to be