Hello, im new to all this so sorry if this has already been run through somewhere or something, but anyway, im 18 and suffer BAD emetophobia! I think it stemed from getting food poisoned when i was 6/7 and I spent 2 weeks (on holiday just to make it worse) being violently ill! As fas as i can recall this was the last time i V.
Since then though I was diagnosed with IBS from when I was 11, upset stomach when im overly happy, sad, excited, scared, eaten too much, not eaten enough, the list is endless, it's only recently ive kind of managed better to cope with that, after it ruining practically all my teenage years (I didnt go to school i ended up almost in care coz my mum couldnt cope with my panic attacks from emetophobia coz when i have an upset stomach i immideatly associate it with V making me panic and it goes in a circle)
SO ANYWAY, usually with my ibs i go to the loo twice probably the most in one night feel sick for a couple of hours (mainly due to panicking) then im fine til the next episode... the other night i had it so i figured it was no different, only im STILL having it now, and all day yesterday, im worried i have a SV and that im gonna V... im soooooooooo scared!
What if this isnt a bad case of IBS (as i keep being told) and i have a SV?! I cant cope with that! I would literally rather lose a limb or something than V! I become suicidle over it when it's so bad and i dont want to go down that path again! I just want my upset stomach to go!
Ive just taken some co-codamol for my pain and a buccastem tablet i found in my draw i was perscribed months ago for feeling sick, (which i find myself getting addicted to in some phases) but i only have one more after this one!
Does anyone else have IBS here? Maybe thats only so bad coz im worrying so much? But i just cant stop and keep having panic atttacks all night
sorry for the blab!