Hey there!

In regards to starting therapy again and your fear that you won't overcome it, think about this, you did it once. You were strong enough to overcome your fears for the most part once, why not do it again. Have faith in yourself. There's nothing stopping you, you know you can do it

It'd certainly be interesting to hear about the differences between the places you've been for treatment, too.

I hope you find what you're looking for here xx