Aw guys I'm really happy to hear that this is influential/uplifting. I'm honestly so happy that it's happened and I know that it's totally harmless and a 2 second thing (really, there's no time to panic). I was sick on Thursday because I'm an idiot who thought it would be okay to participate in gym four days after her third concussion- smart, right? Then it happened again today because someone on the bus hit me on the head AGAIN, fantastic, lol but it was totally okay, I got sick but I was surprisingly really calm... didn't take Gravol or Ativan.

I'm just so happy that my battle with emet is ending, because it took out so much of my valuable time. I spent months worrying, crying, and despising, and now it's all over. For those of you who aren't quite there yet, it WILL happen I PROMISE. It feels like it won't but it will, trust me, I thought this phobia would debilitate me forever but I'm better than I've EVER been.

I'm having a CT scan within the week, to be sure and cautious. I'm seeing a pediatrician about this all, my mom took me to the ER today because I was busing to school when this all happened and I was not feelin' school with a sore head and well you know, lol. I'm ok though and don't worry- the ER wasn't because of me puking it was simply because I had another knock on the head- I cannot catch a break...!

I'm thinking of starting an emet blog, an uplifting blog dedicated to all of us who are suffering/have been suffering through this rollercoaster we call emetophobia... does that sound like a good idea? I just really want to help everybody!!

thank you all because everyone here at IES has helped me get through this, calmed me down when I've been an erratic, anxious mess, among other things. thank you guys <3 xo