I am new to this site. I never realized that there was a name for this. I thought I was the only one that was this afraid. It is such a relief to know that others know what it is like. I had a dream about my brother and niece a couple nights ago. I dream this stuff so often. Different people all the time but seeing it makes me start swallowing it down and trying to breathe through it in my dream and I wake up feeling like I may really do so. I never do but it causes quite a panic attack for me.