After i v*d i felt so much better! Like my body was empty of the toxins that were irratating me... obviously i feel weak, and ive got a chest pain i think thats strian from the retching and im just exhausted.

my family members were only v* 2-3 times. I v* twice before this time but it was like a gulp of water so i thought it was me being panicky and then I v* half a bowl full... sorry for details.

I think mum thought i was overexageratting like normal, but she didnt come up when it fully happened which has upset me x