I found out a week or so ago that my husband started smoking again. He smoked when we first met three years ago and quit because i would not take it.
well..hes beens tressed and apparently smoking for over two months now (obvoislu not much or hes REALLY sneaky cause i had NO idea).
I was SO mad when he told me...and still am. Not only did he start up the sickening habbit again...knowing full well i would not tolerate it..but he hid it from me for two months....putting toxins in his body..and wasting our hard earned money...that is REALLY tight.
i told him he needs to stop...he says he will..but...this is the bad part..i dont trust him..why should i? he hid it from he..whos to say he wont keep hiding it from me?
Its been..almsot two weeks I guess..and hes till buying them (with his pocket change that he has saved because i refuse to allow him to spend our hard earned money on cancer sticks).....and im frsutrated..i know itsan addicition...(though its one he started back up after 3 years!.) and it will take time..but how do i know if hes even trying.
i have told him that he broke my trust...and that i would be MUCH happier if he tried the aptch..so i at least have some diea that he wants to quit and is trying.
no offense to nay smokers here...but i thik is god awful nasty..and unhealthy..and I dont want my loved ones pumping that sh** into their bodies and wasting their money..specially my husband.
I am very hurt by all of this..and i dont know how ot handle it...im so angry and frustrated.....
And now I\'m glad I didn\'t know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I\'d of had to miss the dance
Garth Brooks